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Journal Entry: Fri Oct 11, 2013, 7:50 PM


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I feel like I lost a lot of you guys, are any of you still out there?

I wasn't gone for that long....I don't think so at least...

Well anyways, I'll be doing up most of my sketches on Sai in the near future so for any of you reading this, remember to see if I post anything! I will be busy though, I have a ton of harsh classes this semester and plus a boyfriend, and both of those kinda equal no art time, you know?

But I promise to try and post for you guys!


also, is anyone out there a fan of Welcome To Night Vale?


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  • Listening to: High School Musical
  • Reading: Ask the Passengers
  • Watching: Supernatural
  • Playing: pokemon black

Hello Again

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 8, 2013, 8:11 PM
omfg hey guys I was kinda dead wasnt I shit im sorry

I'VE RETURNED FROM THE DEAD JAWN.

Hello everyone and welcome back to the circus! It's a fabulous time of year and the sun is out along with school and-

Ahaha that's all bs. Hey guys, it's me. No joke either. I'm....well slightly back.

So I bet you have questions for me and stuff but heres this: I didn't give any warning about my leave because I didn't know of it AT ALL. I just forgot about DA until recently, sorry.

I don't know how many of you are still with me, but IF YOU ARE I LOVE YOU GUYS OMFG.

To the real deal...

I have lost the ability to draw no i didnt even have in the first place OTL kinda. I haven't...really done anything this year in the whole art deparment, so thats probably why. But I'm going to be working on my style and pushing my limits, so I'M GOING TO BE POSTING WITHIN THE NEXT MONTH OR FEW MONTHS OR SOON YEAH soon.

Good thing is I've watched a buttload of shows in my absence so YAY FOR YOU YOU GET SUPERNATURAL DOCTOR WHO AND SHERLOCK MAYBE SOME TORCHWOOD? STAR TREK TOO LOTS OF ANIME HARRY POTTER maybe homestuck HOT BRITTISH GUYS AND OTP'S. YEAH.


omfg sorry for the agressive typing guys.


So. Another fun thing. Anyone who knows any of these AMAZING things I just typed can write down their ship, and if I CAN, I might draw it. MIGHT. Ships from any of the anime's in my list count too if you want I guess. ohhhh but if i can't draw it for some reason i can do a fic with any prompt you want too yeah or if you just want a fic that works too.

pssst i have a tumblr and email and skype if you want to talk to me about anything like anything it can range from what socks im wearing to can i be your friend all the way to simple q's like hey can you do this for blah blah blah

Now don't all rush at one theres a line people *stares at empty line in empty theater in empty world*

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  • Reading: Ask the Passengers
  • Watching: Supernatural
  • Playing: pokemon black

Suuuup

Journal Entry: Thu Feb 21, 2013, 10:03 PM


So, I'm so art blocked you cant even find me in the hole I've been digging anymore. I haven't drawn in months and I honestly......just can't.

So, for now I''ll be writing fanfictions and similar things.

If you were wondering, these are the stories I'm currently in the process of writing:

- An IchiSenna Fanficiton called "Memories"
- An Ichiruki multi-chapter fanfiction with no current title
- An UlquiHime fanfiction called "To See You"
- A very depressing fanfiction with hints of IchiRuki and IshiHime with the main (ex) couple of IchiHime

And probably a bunch of others.


.....I'm in way too deep.

Haha....

ha...


My fanfiction.net: www.fanfiction.net/u/2602542/F…


So.......Yeah so many so's in this.

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  • Reading: Crescendo
  • Watching: Sherlock

Soul Eater

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 31, 2013, 3:39 PM
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So I just finished watching it and now I'm sobbing on my bed wishing it didn't end and contemplating watching it...again.


I don't know what to do with my life oh god.

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  • Watching: Doctor Who

Rant

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 12, 2013, 8:40 PM


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...Can I jump off a cliff yet?


Weird intro, I know. But seriously.


I can't design for the life of me. I'm trying to make an OC for MLP:FIM to enter in  and I can't think of a look for her. I have her name and some other things down....but I fail at designing :iconlazycryplz:


STUPID DREAM DAY :icony-u-noplz: Y U NO EASY TO DESIGN??


I might just end up using Flower Boy, Stormy Grey, or Morning Glory....


Geez. Stupid Cutesy-wootsy stuff.

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SacAnime

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 3, 2013, 8:48 PM
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Guess where I'm going Saturday? Yup! SacAnime! ...Well I think so at least.

:iconhotpotudon: and I are most likely going to be there together with her sister, and it shall be awesome!

Like I said, we're going to be there on Saturday, And while she is not cosplaying, I might possibly be going as casual Orihime Inoue or Neru Akita. Or as my own awesome self. Not sure yet.

I'm hoping to meet Todd Haberkorn while we're there, and maybe others~

Maybe I'll run into asnyone that's going!


I also am hoping to finish up a tiny project I've been working on, which is to make my own phone cover with Applejack on it~ I'm going to start the painting hopefully tomorrow and if it is dry by friday, It'll be usable by Saturday! :iconapplejacksmileplz: But it isn't going to be for sale if anyone was wondering.

I'm going to work on my pony drawing skills now, so I'll update more useless things later.


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Journal Entry: Thu Jan 3, 2013, 8:38 PM


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So guys, How have you been? Good? Okay. Well, I'm only posting this because I was forced to by :iconhotpotudon: And not on my own will.

Rules:
1. You must post the rules.
2. Each person must post 6 things about themselves in their journal.
3. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
4. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them.
5. No tag backs.
6. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this". You legitimately have to tag 11 people

Facts about me:
1. I can't sit normally in a chair. Like, seriously. I either sit on it backwards or have my feet under me or halfway under me…I'm odd.
2. I'm a hopeless romantic who does better in others love lives than her own. :iconforeveraloneplz:
3. Um….I'm blonde XD Stupid fact but it counts right?
4. I have a stuffed Alpaca that is Winter themed and her name is Juliet. She's pink…and I'm too old for stuffed animals but who cares~
5. I'm not very social. I like to stick to myself most of the time, so I don't have many friends. I'm much more social on the internet than anywhere else.
6. I'm that kid who reads when in social situations instead of socializing because people are terrifying and books are much safer. XD


And I tag no one. Just do this if you want to I guess. *shrugs*

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Journal Entry: Fri Dec 21, 2012, 9:47 PM


Happy we didn't die day!

Just kidding. I didn't believe that bullpoop.


anyways, I'm just updating now because I won't have a chance to update until next Wednesday.

I have a Christmas picture or two to upload but it will probably be late on account of the fact that I'm being dragged everywhere for the next few days.

tomorrow I'm going to Japantown in the morning and then a party after that, and then from Sunday to Monday night I'll be at my fathers house so we can open presents and such, and Christmas day I'll be in Fremont. at a family party (most likely sitting on the couch drawing or something. I'm not very social when it comes to family, and the only family that is even close to my age that I can probably relate to are my two twin cousins...but they don't like me much so...yeah.)



I won't make any promises about getting on or anything, but I'll try to upload!



So if I don't get on Tuesday:



HAPPY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!


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Journal Entry: Thu Dec 20, 2012, 2:37 PM
Well, Oww.




My friggen hand hurts. I hate chairs. I hate my friend. Take a punch like a man. God damn.


I mean. Seriously. I'm a weak girl, your a man. Grow some stones bro. I blame you.

...Even if you wont see this. Fuuuuu- my hand hurts :iconlazycryplz:

If your wondering, I'm ranting because I tried to punch my friend and he DODGED so I hit the wooden chair >.> Hurts like a bag o' pumpkins =^=


But FINALS ARE OVER AWWWWWW YEAH!! GONNA DRAW OVER BREAK WOOOH~~

Mhmm~

Journal Entry: Tue Dec 18, 2012, 5:52 PM


Merry Monday everyone! Was it as full of frolicking and cheer like every Monday? *Sarcastic* Anyways, I write this now to tell you that currently I am working on a newer sketch of mine that is so gosh darn cute that I want it to be perfect! So It might be a while before my next upload, if I don't submit a W.I.P. that is.


Anyways, I would have posted this earlier, but I was at the mall with three of my friends for two hours or so (School was let out at 12:30) And when I got home my laptop took a poop and wouldn't connect to my wifi....



Guess whaaat?~ I got Pinkie Pie Snack things and It tore my heart out to eat them ;^; But my friend who got me them wanted me to eat them so...Pinkie, you sincerely tasted like rainbows and cupcakes. (I also got a Captain 'Merica Shirt from the same person, but i felt that the Pinkie Pie story was funnier.)


I have the most idiotic friends in history, by the way, so today was....very eventful. Lots of hats and trolling along with embarrassing blackmail photos complements of moi~ Okay.



Back to the art stuff. Umm.....Errr....There might be some fan art coming up soon if I can get some motivation, too. So be alert and stuff.


Bye now! Have a nice finals week! (If you have finals now, at least.)

A Kiss Under The Mistletoe is All I Wish For Now

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 13, 2012, 9:43 PM


I really gotta start making all my not so awesome sketches look pretty with Sai...Not even kidding. I have over SEVEN to do. And I don't want to. But, I just might if it gets my mind off of the upcoming finals...And other things you need not know.

I feel like I keep making excuses, and I am SO sorry to the people who actually like my art...I've been in the writing department more often than art these days....

Wanna hear a poem I made up on the spot?


"The breezy winds
That push against me, trying to rid my body of all warmth,
Topple my body down towards the snow covered Earth.
But instead of falling,
You were there to catch me
And keep me steady as your smile
Brightens my day up in a second."



Haha, I sound so smart.

I can't wait for Christmas! :iconcutesmileplz: It is the most happy and romantic time of year aside from Valentine's day....Well, if you have a person to cuddle with and kiss that is. But hopefully Ill get lucky this year! ^^;

Apparently I have many unknown suitors out there...Just kidding. I'm forever a bro. :XD:


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MIA

Journal Entry: Fri Dec 7, 2012, 10:30 PM
Well guys, I've been MIA for a LONG TIME now, and I apologize. I know most of you don't care as on why and just want me to do things....too bad :iconlazycryplz:


Motivation

Honestly, I have had NO motivation for doing anything lately what-so-ever. I rarely get motivation for things, and when I do I usually either ending up getting frustrated or depressed about how it looks and throw it away. I'm going to try and color some sketches this weekend...but....well. Don't expect anything! ^^;

School

This year, I'm actually trying to do well in school. It sounds hilarious to everyone I tell it to, but it's true. I've been working hard to keep my grades up, and have kept all A's since the beginning of the school year. Yay me!~ Okay nah :iconcuteblushplz: But I am trying to focus on schoolwork and things so I can get into a good college once I graduate and figure out what I want to do of course!

Weight and Stuff

Well, this ones kinda big...Lately my depression has come back and it's been taking a big toll on what I do. All my friends have noticed, and they constantly try and keep me happy which I love them all for :heart: But the main reason that I'm listing this is a problem is because I've been...well...really UNHEALTHY for a while now because of it. I can't really eat much food without getting sick to my stomach, and I've lost around....30 or so pounds in less than about two months. I've started to weight myself three times a week and I'm trying to get back to a healthy weight, (I'm at around 85-90 right now, I was at 115-120 before this.) so I'm kinda busy being a health nut and trying to not be all blerg. More veggies for me lol XD But don't worry, I'm being safe and not forcing hundreds of pounds of foods down my throat, i'm gradually getting back into my old eating habits.

Friends

I made all new friends despite my social anxiety and I am SO SO SO proud of myself. They like me the way I am, and well...are all awesome. I spend time with some of them after school everyday, and don't get home 'till 5 or 6 when I do my homework and then sleep early to wake up early >.> So yeah....No time to draw really.


So, that basically it guys! Just wanted to let you know so you don't think I'm ignoring you....and yes, I mean YOU. I'm watching from window XD Be afraid little one...your out of milk by the way.

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  • Reading: One Day
  • Watching: Romeo X Juilet
  • Playing: Always Remember

SOO~

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 26, 2012, 5:03 PM
After hearing that my friend will be cosplaying South Korea for a HetaOni Event, I laughed because of how hilarious I am.


Guess what I said?


"HETAONI STYLE!"


And we almost broke out into dance if it wasn't for the fact that we were in class at the time.


:iconbadassplz:


So how was you guy's Thanksgiving day and stuff? Fun?~

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  • Reading: The Monsters of Templeton
  • Watching: MM!
  • Eating: OH SHIT MY FOOD!
  • Drinking: A carbonated liquid refreshment

Sorry for the lack of art~

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 20, 2012, 8:32 PM


I feel bad for not drawing lately and stuff....should I post some writing for now instead? I don't want to leave you guys with nothing....plus my mind has a real big art jam so I don't think I'll be getting to drawing for a while.....




BUT there is hope! I've been in an awesome mood lately, so I might doodle something and be like, "okay, this is epic. I''ll finish this up and post it!"

So yeah ^^ Should I post some things I've written for now?


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I'll just leave this here....

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 10, 2012, 4:02 PM
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Journal Entry: Sat Nov 3, 2012, 11:54 AM


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I'm watching yugioh.....



and it is so awesome :iconmygodplz:



XD

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  • Watching: The Ambition of Oda Nobuna
  • Playing: Katawa Shoujo
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I'm back and vent time.....

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 2, 2012, 6:57 PM
Hey guys, who missed me?

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Well boo, I missed you guys :iconpolandplz: hehe....

So how have you guys been? Better than I have I hope...! ^^


I'm wondering who will even bother to read this far..... *laughs awkwardly* probably not many ^^; but to those of you who have...I'm glad! I know I sound like a normal teen right now and it sounds like nothing, but I need someone to talk to and...yeah.... Now to the deep shit~


*don't judge me because of this....*


I hate feeling weak. I absolutely HATE it. I have since I was little. That's why I honestly stuck to myself until middle school (save for the two people who snuck into my life and are still there after all my shit~). I hide my feelings all the time from people, and I lie constantly to hide my true intentions. I have a hard time trusting others, so when I do, it's 100% there. I've had people I've trusted leave me behind for no reason, and it hurt like nothing else. It made me feel vulnerable, like I was an open book....and that's when I developed my "mask".it helped me stay safe for the pain.....until now. I've recently started to open up to those outside of my mini family, and...well, I can say I've gained a lot more friends than my whole life up until now. I hid my masks way in the darkest corners of my heart, and let people see what I truly feel. It was amazing....until I let someone get in a little too far ^^;. They didn't betray me or any shit like that....it's something way different. I blame myself for it anyways. I like this guy...and we hang out all the time...but he isnt sure how he feels. hell, im not even sure how i feel. but we're  close.......and I'm afraid well both get hurt because of how I feel.... And I just don't want to mess things up with him! He's the nicest guy I've actually talked to....and well, he's just amazing in general. But back to the point of me possibly fucking shit up....

This makes me feel horrible, the worst I've ever felt. I don't want to fuck shit up like I always end up doing....but I know I will. I've been told not to cry, to be strong and other things like that....but it's just so hard. I've already decided to push whatever I feel aside so we can continue to be friends, but I've realized it's not so easy. But then again, when is ANYTHING ever easy in my fucked up life? I just sometimes want to shout I'M FINISHED! I GIVE UP ON THIS STUPID GAME!  But I know that wont help ^^;


I hate this....I hate feeling...


I....I just need to talk to someone who cares.....

I just wish I could go back to being heartless....it was so much easier.

And I know he'll probably read this.....and I'm sorry if you do....I'm so so SO sorry for everything 'Haruhi'! I just...I needed to vent.


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Break from DA

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 27, 2012, 8:37 PM


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Even though I havent been doing CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP at all here, I'm going to stop getting on until I can catch up with all of my sketches and stuff.



Plus, guys are complicated *sighs* VERY COMPLICATED.



Anyways, I just want to get some things done with so........eyyup.



BREAK TIME!!!!!!! *first one ever I think....*



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Just got back from Hetalia Day

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 20, 2012, 6:47 PM


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and amg it was beautiful :heart: The cosplayers were all so nice and had awesome costumes and gave out awesome fanservice- Ehhhm XD



But anyways, I got hugged by Russia's and stuff because I was a Ukraine :heart: and there were Canada's and Romano's and Spain's but no Germany or France's.....





THE RUSSIA'S IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Okay XD I'm done fangirling.

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Tagged~

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 16, 2012, 9:29 PM


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Tagged by the one and only :iconxxsilentashxx:

RULES +You must post these rules  

+Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create ten new questions for the people you tag to answer.

+You have to choose ten people to tag and post their icons on your journal.

+Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged him

+No tag backs
+No crap in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this." You legitimately have to tag 10

1. How many hours do you sleep? Is it enough for you?

About 8 hours…and there is no such thing as enough sleep :iconwthplz:

2. What is your favorite subject in school? (Do you even like any to begin with?)

French and Foods….I'm sad XD

3. Do you hate me now for tagging you in this pack of mess? (Describe the hate if so.)

Nah…..

Your too awesome :iconprussiaplz:


4. What is your favorite flavor of ice cream?

Vanilla!

5. Where would you see yourself in 5 years?

Still on DA but making an awesome living as an artist or writer~

6. If you watch anime or cartoons...state your top 5.

* Bleach
* Kokoro Connect
* Mysterious Girlfriend X
* Penguin Musume heart
* Ano Natsu De Matteru

7. What is your favorite icon to use when you see something funny?

XD

8. What type of music do you adore the most? (If you have more than one, state em too!)

Rock~
But also classic and anything with piano!~

9. Do you like cats or dogs or neither?

Too hard to decide :iconwhymeplz:

10. Would you ever want to be rich if it could make your life better? Or would you rather stay where you are now economically?

I'm good with where I am…..XD

11. Have you ever been troll'd so hard that you walked away from your computer?

Everyday. Every. Day.


Everyday :iconwthplz:

12. Do you think SWAG and YOLO make any type of sense? Why?

Not at all.

13. Are my questions annoying you?

I've been asked worse XD

14. Are you awesome?

More awesome than Prussia himself!~

(My Prussia would be all like, "OH HELL NAW!" right now)

15. Are you happy you are almost done with this?

Eh.

16. What is the meaning of life to you? (YEP. Think on this question for hours if you have to. I dun care.)

Uh……..Maple syrup?

But really, I think it's to find out who you are for yourself and live life to the fullest. Even though it's worth crap in the end.

My AWESOME questions:

1: Which came first, the chicken or the peanut? :?
2: Um…..Japanese name go!
3: Favorite band~
4: Would you take 100 dollars if it was on the floor of a strip club?
5: Who do you like?~ :iconpervyginplz:
6: What's one thing you will never forget?
7: OTP?
8: Do you have long hair or short hair?
9: Um…..secretest secret?~
10: Do you have a facebook? If you do, add me, but please send me a message with who you are aka your DA username~ (I'm Lyra Jones)

I tagith (even though I probably don't have 10 friends….):

:iconprussiansilverdragon: :iconyukikoshun: :iconinuluvskags1: :iconprussianredknight19: :iconfoxfargo: :iconhotpotudon: :iconkairi-lily: :iconlacy700: :iconaplejaxs:


And I don't think I have any other friends T////T

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