MIA

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Well guys, I've been MIA for a LONG TIME now, and I apologize. I know most of you don't care as on why and just want me to do things....too bad :iconlazycryplz:


Motivation

Honestly, I have had NO motivation for doing anything lately what-so-ever. I rarely get motivation for things, and when I do I usually either ending up getting frustrated or depressed about how it looks and throw it away. I'm going to try and color some sketches this weekend...but....well. Don't expect anything! ^^;

School

This year, I'm actually trying to do well in school. It sounds hilarious to everyone I tell it to, but it's true. I've been working hard to keep my grades up, and have kept all A's since the beginning of the school year. Yay me!~ Okay nah :iconcuteblushplz: But I am trying to focus on schoolwork and things so I can get into a good college once I graduate and figure out what I want to do of course!

Weight and Stuff

Well, this ones kinda big...Lately my depression has come back and it's been taking a big toll on what I do. All my friends have noticed, and they constantly try and keep me happy which I love them all for :heart: But the main reason that I'm listing this is a problem is because I've been...well...really UNHEALTHY for a while now because of it. I can't really eat much food without getting sick to my stomach, and I've lost around....30 or so pounds in less than about two months. I've started to weight myself three times a week and I'm trying to get back to a healthy weight, (I'm at around 85-90 right now, I was at 115-120 before this.) so I'm kinda busy being a health nut and trying to not be all blerg. More veggies for me lol XD But don't worry, I'm being safe and not forcing hundreds of pounds of foods down my throat, i'm gradually getting back into my old eating habits.

Friends

I made all new friends despite my social anxiety and I am SO SO SO proud of myself. They like me the way I am, and well...are all awesome. I spend time with some of them after school everyday, and don't get home 'till 5 or 6 when I do my homework and then sleep early to wake up early >.> So yeah....No time to draw really.


So, that basically it guys! Just wanted to let you know so you don't think I'm ignoring you....and yes, I mean YOU. I'm watching from window XD Be afraid little one...your out of milk by the way.

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Ask-KagomeHigurashi's avatar
;A; I'm sure you'll be able to achieve your goal!